So when I said it was my first day I was just joking....kinda. I ended up only doing 3 days that week. Instead, I have decided that last Monday was the official day one. Lets just say that after a week of working out I have definitely found out that I have muscles I never knew I had. I also started running again so I'm pretty much dying right now. I didn't stick to the diet the last part of the week so that's my goal for this week. Baby steps right?
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Almost day seven AKA Week 2
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Monday, February 8, 2010
P90x--Day 1
I've already decided that this definitely is not going to be a daily blog about p90x. First of all, because it would take up even more time that I don't have right now. Secondly, I don't think I really want to think about P90x when I'm not doing it. School has started back up in full gear so I'm going to make this quick by making a few observations about Day 1.
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
My P90x Journey-preface
I did it.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
No AC
I posed a question to my roommate a little while back...
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
I'm in Clemson right now...200.85 miles from my apartment, 773 miles from home, and two feet away from the bed that is calling my name to go to sleep :) but I can't help but think about all of the different places i've been in my life and how for the first time in years I feel like I am where I'm supposed to be! Believe me not everything is falling into place. As it has been said "when it rains it pours" and for me that includes the good and the bad. What I'm learning is that no matter where you are and how hard its "raining"--look at it as an opportunity to dance in the rain.
There is just something about being wherever God has placed you, having an amazing time being there, and not always trying to figure every little thing out! I'm an analyzer. I analyze this, that and everything in between! My life has been spent trying to figure out my next move, other people's next move, and I guess altogether God's next move--and it seems to have been a complete waste of time. I received the BEST advice the other day from a friend when she told me to stop analyzing an just enjoy life and that got me to think how the best times in my life have been the times when I've been carefree, relaxed, vulnerable, free to love, and looking for even the smallest blessings in the most trivial of situations. So now it doesn't matter if I'm at Southeastern working on a masters program that is going to take an eternity to finish or laying on the beach on some remote island--life is going to be only as good as what I allow it to be. God is just waiting to shower us with blessings and yes some of those blessings come through hard times in that we can know Him all the more. I believe God wants us to enjoy life to the fullest because we are completely filled by His Spirit. Solomon knew what he was talking about when he said "I perceived that there is nothing better for them than to be joyful and to do good as long as they live." Ups and downs will come and go, questions about purpose and identity will arise, but I'm positive that there is always some kind of blessing that you can identify in your life, thank God for it, keep trusting God in ALL things, and just go on enjoying life and serving HIM. I know all of this is completely random and just to let you know my blogs don't always follow a logical train of thought but hey it's late and I felt like typing! :)
THE END and goodnight.
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Mended
You repair all that we have torn apart and
You unveil a new beginning in our hearts and
We stand grateful for all that has been left behind and
All that goes before us
You've got all things suspended
All things connected
Nothing was forgotten
'Cause your love is perfect
You are our healer
And you know what's broken
And we're not a mystery to you
We will dance 'cause you restore the wasted years and
You will sing over all our coming fears and
We'll stand grateful for all that has been left behind and all that goes before us
Lord, you mend the breech
And you break every fetter
You give us your best, but what we thought was better
And you are to be praised
You are to be praised
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades Never ending,
Your glory goes beyond all fame my heart and my soul,
Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace To love You from the inside out
Your will above all else, my purpose remains The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
I'm so tired of writing this paper for Old Testament right now to be completely honest. Its 3:30am and I don't think I could make it any colder in here, do any more crunches and pushups to stay awake, or think of anything else to write for this paper. Its all about how God dealt with the other nations in the prophetic books of the Bible, and to be honest I just see myself painted all across these books. God just wants all of mankind to be captivated by him, worshipping him, in awe of who he is--not for the things he gives or takes away, but for who he is. When God told Moses to go to Egypt he didn't say I will do this and that for you. He told him to say that I AM sent you. God wants us to be satisfied with Him alone. I know I'm at fault many times for looking to God for what he gives or what he can take away in my life in order to make my life better in my opinion. Circumstances and desires often cloud my view of God. But the most precious times in my life have been when he doesn't change anything and although I so desperately want to see my situation changed, just like the Israelites did, he just gives me a glimpse of himself. He gives me just enough to trust him to see that he alone is worthy of my praise and worship. He will do whatever it takes to reclaim our wandering hearts just like he did with Israel. He alone is our satisfaction. I desire that above all else...just to see him. His Word reveals more than I could ever fully comprehend, but that doesn't stop me from longing for the day when I see him face to face. Thoughts like this make everything else in life fade into the backdrop of his glorious grace.
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